MOMMY

MOMMY....

hmm... how will i start this blog???
hindi ko mahanap yung words to express myself sa topic na etoh.. i'm so very happy and greatful that He let me have this very wonderful daughter...

hindi ko ma-explain kung gaano ko kasaya noong nagkaanak ako...
i'm HAPPY to the maximum level...

at first semester of my pregnancy honestly speaking hindi pumasok sa isip ko na ipalaglag ang baby ko. never pumasok talaga yun sa isip ko kasi i really do love kids...

having a baby in a very young age i must say na mahirap po talaga...there are things na bago lang sayo and sometimes no i mean always ang hirap maka jive sa mga things na yun ng pagbubuntis...

minsan kapag naaalala ko yung noon nasasabi ko sa sarili ko i made a wrong decision sa buhay ko kasi i got pregnant in a very young age, i got stop in school but now in my opinion tama din yun kasi hindi man ako natapos i know sa sarili ko na i become a better person because of her.(endi sa pagyayabang but yun talaga)

nagkaroon ako ng eagerness to survive kahit na sa pinaka basta pinaka asar na part ng life ko..

nagkaroon ako ng directions sa buhay because now i'm thinking na kaylangan ko na siyang alagaan ng mag-isa lang...my daughter changes me and kahit ngayon binabago niya pa rin ako without knowing it...

noong buntis ako sa kanya ang sama ko kasi up to 6 months tinago ko siya..it's not because nahihiya ako it's more on na wala akong lakas ng loob to say that things...
minsan kasi sa buhay ng tao may nararamdaman kang panghihina ng loob..
or maybe it's the feeling of na failed mo ung magulang mo..

then nung first ultra sound ko naiyak ako kasi totoong may buhay nga sa stomach ko ang saya kasi i could bring life talaga pala...

and then noong lumabas yung umi koh unang hawak ko sa kanya grabe ang saya...
she is so small so fragile katakot talaga... she's only 4.5 pounds by then....

the first time na katabi ko siyang matulog grabe talaga... hindi ako makapaniwala na mommy na ako... every month excited ako kung anong chages ang mangyayari sa kanya... everytime na iiyak siya natatakot ako pero siya ang bata na hindi iyakin...
natutulog at dumedede lang siya...

then naalala ko noong one and one half old siya na tinawag niya akong Mommy ang saya po talga... parang naisip ko nga noong time na yun ang sarap maging nanay kasi masaya lang...

hindi ako perfect na mommy to her kasi madame pa kong hindi alam sa earth but honestly speaking dalawa naming inaalam ang lahat...hehehe

pasaway na bata man siya pero when i said something sinusunod niya ako agad pero may kasama yung BAKIT lage..

madami siyang tanong sa life...

everytime that we are together nararamdaman ko na i'm completed na and contented with how my life goes on..

being a Mommy to umi koh is not an easy task i must say but it makes me more stronger to face the world...she gives colors to my dull life and makes me feel that i'm important kasi nga Mommy niya ako...

hindi ko kinakahiya na may anak na ko as long as i know to myself na hindi ko pinapabayaan ang umi koh... being a single mom is hard and madame silang tanong (ung mga tao sa earth) about it so what if i had a failed relationship sa past ang mahalaga lang sa akin ngayon is my daughter..

i love you umi koh(so much sobra sobra lageh lageh)

i will do my very best to be a super mommy to you hahaha

seryosong blog etoh..

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wee pinagpawisan ako doon huh

things you love are hard to get...you know why???

madaming bagay sa earth ang unexplainable... may mag bagay na ang hirap maintindihan... minsan akala mo alam mo na lahat sa earth pero endi pa rin pala...
you still learning as you grow old and endi yun mag i-stop ng ganun ganun na lang...

endi lahat ng bagay na gusto mo makukuha mo... you know why?

kasi kung lahat ng bagay sa earth na gusto mo makukuha mo paano mo pa mararamdaman yung test sa buhay mo... paano ka mag-gogrow??? paano ka mag-mamatured??? paano ka magiging malakas to face lahat ng bagay sa earth di ba???

bakit si rudy fernandez madame ng pera may impluwensya pa pero walang nagawa yung lahat na yun sa buhay niya????

bakit c cory aquino may sakit din ngaun???

mayayaman sila pero hindi lahat ng bagay nakukuha nila...

maganda ka nga, madami kang boyfriend pero minsan napapa-isip din yang mga yan kung totoo ba yung mga taong nakapaligid sa kanila....

kapag panget ka nmn problema mo naman kung paano ka mag-aasawa...

sabi na endi lahat ng bagay makukuha mo di ba???

but never stop hoping...
kasi in time lahat ng para talaga sayo makukuha mo hindi man yun yung bagay na gustong-gusto mo pero yung bagay na makukuha mo yun yung sa tingin niya na best na para sayo...

yung makakatulong sayo para mag-grow ka as a better person....

always think positive...

lahat ng bagay may right time...

expect the unexpected....

things happened for certain reasons and that reasons are always unk

nung bata pa aqoh...

noong bata pa aqoh bata pa talaga akoh...
classmates ko yan noong high school ako...
siya ay maniac hahaha...
noon...
ngayon...
ganoon pa din...
hahaha
manginginom na cia saka c ulo...=(

lahat talaga nagbabago...
ang bilis ng panahon...

expect the unexpected ...
dati akala ko kami lang pasaway un pal nauna lang kami sa pagsibol...

noong nasa Baesa High School ako dati masaya ako...
masarap maging bata...
kaya yung mga bata ngayon dont wish na maging matanda na kayo kaagad kasi someday mag wi2sh din kayo na maging forever na bata...

ako 4ever na akong 20...
may kasabihan nga c tetay na...
OKEY LANG NA GUMAWA TAYO NG KASALANAN SA MGA MAGULANG NATIN HABANG BATA TAYO Kasi KAPAG 20 NA TAYO MAKAKALIMUTAN NA NILA YUNG MGA KASALANANG GINAWA NATIN SA KANILA...
-tets-

OKEY LANG NA UMINOM TAYO ARAW-ARAW, UMUWE NG GABI, MANLALAKE AT MAPAGALITAN NG MGA MAGULANG NATIN. ANG MAHALAGA NAG-ENJOY KA D B??
-corie-

ALAK PAH!!!
-UMBAG-

ENJOY!!!
-nancy-

MAMA ENETH!!!
-umi-

ilan lang yan sa mga kasabihan ng mga may konteng kwentang tao na nasalubong ko sa earth..
kung bakit ko eto cnabi d2 endi ko rin alam ang mahalga na share q sa inyo...

bakit may pic di2 cia???
ala lang gusto ko lang para may iba...

i deleted the picture for wala lang.

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Touching life story.....

A young man was getting ready to graduate college. For
many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's
showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told
him that was all he wanted.

As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited
signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the
morning of his graduation his father called him into his private
study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine
son, and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son
a beautiful wrapped gift box.

Curious, but somewhat disappointed the young man
opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible. Angrily,
he raised his voice at his father and said, "With all your money you
give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the holy
book.

Many years passed and the young man was very successful in
business.
He had a beautiful home and wonderful family, but realized his
father was very old, and thought perhaps he should go to him. He
had not seen him since that graduation day. Before he could make
arrangements, he received a telegram telling him his father had
passed away, and willed all of his possessions to his son. He
needed to come home immediately and take care things.
When he arrived at his father's house, sudden sadness and
regret filled his heart.

He began to search his father's important papers and
saw the still new Bible, just as he had left it years ago. With
tears, he opened the Bible and began to turn the pages. As he
read those words, a car key dropped from an envelope
taped behind the Bible.
It had a tag with the dealer's name, the same dealer who had the
sports car he had desired. On the tag was the date of his graduation,
and the words...PAID IN FULL.

How many times do we miss God's blessings because they are not
packaged as we expected?

LIFE IS A THEATER Invite Your Audience Carefully

Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives.
There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a DISTANCE.
It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of, or at least
minimize your time with, draining, negative, incompatible,
not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships.
Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention.
Which ones lift and which ones lean?
Which ones encourage and which ones discourage?
Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill?
When you leave certain people do you feel better or feel worse?
Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know or appreciate
you?
The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth
around you...the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in
the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of Your Life.
"If you cannot change the people around you, CHANGE the people you are
around."
Remember that the people we hang with will have an impact on both our lives
and our income. And so we must be careful to choose the people we hang out
with, as well as the information with which we feed our minds.
We should not share our dreams with negative people, Nor feed our dreams
with negative thoughts.
It's your choice and your life..... It's up to you who and what you let in
it......

The Gift of Life

On the very first day, God created the cow. He said to the cow, "Today I
have created you! As a cow, you must go to the field with the farmer all day
long. You will work all day under the sun! I will give you a life span of 50
years."

The cow objected, "What? This kind of a tough life you want me to live
for 50 years? Let me have 20 years, and the 30 years I'll give back to you."
So God agreed.

On the second day, God created the dog. God said to the dog, "You are
supposed to do is to sit all day by the door of your house. Any people that
come in, you will have to bark at them! I'll give a life span of 20 years."

The dog objected, "What? All day long to sit by the door? No way! I give
you back my other 10 years of life!" So God agreed.

On the third day, God created the monkey. He said to the monkey, "Monkeys
have to entertain people. You've got to make them laugh and do monkey
tricks. I'll give you 20 years life span."

The monkey objected. "What? Make them laugh? Do monkey faces and tricks?
Ten years will do, and the other 10 years I'll give you back." So God
agreed.

On the fourth day, God created man and said to him, "Your job is to
sleep, eat, and play. You will enjoy very much in your life. All you need to
do is to enjoy and do nothing. This kind of life, I'll give you a 20 year
life span."

The man objected. "What? Such a good life! Eat, play, sleep, do nothing?
Enjoy the best and you expect me to live only for 20 years? No way,
man!....Why don't we make a deal? Since the cow gave you back 30 years, and
the dog gave you back 10 years and the monkey gave you back 10 years, I will
take them from you! That makes my life span 70 years, right?" So God agreed.

AND THAT'S WHY.... In our first 20 years, we eat, sleep, play,
enjoy the best and do nothing much. For the next 30 years, we work all day
long, suffer and get to support the family. For the next 10 years, we
entertain our grandchildren by making monkey faces and monkey tricks. And
for the last 10 years, we stay at home, sit by the front door and bark at
people!

Footprints in the Sand

Last night I had a dream. I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the
Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene, I noticed two
sets of footprints in the sand: one belonged to me, the other to the Lord.

After the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the
footprints in the sand. I noticed that at many times along the path of my life,
especially at the very lowest and saddest times, there was only one set of
footprints.

This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it. “Lord, you said once I
decided to follow you, You’d walk with me all the way. But I noticed that during
the saddest and most troublesome times of my life, there was only one set of
footprints. I don’t understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave
me.”

The Lord replied, “My son, my precious child, I love you and I would never leave
you. During your times of suffering, when you could see only one set of
footprints, it was then that I carried you.”

Appreciating Our Past *copy*

It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it
is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of
experience, acceptance, and growth.

Our past is a series of
lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The
relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons.

Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with
strong insights about who we are and what we want. Our mistakes?
Necessary. Our frustrations, failures, and sometimes stumbling attempts at
growth and progress? Necessary too. Each step of the way, we learned. We
went through exactly the experiences we need to, to become who we are
today. Each step of the way, we progressed. Is our past a mistake? No. The
only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth.

Today, God, help me let go of negative thoughts I may be harboring
about my past circumstances or relationships. I can accept, with
gratitude, all that has brought me to today.

A Lesson in Life *copy*

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means
of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness
and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without
these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life
would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive
them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of
being cautious to who you open your heart to.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only
because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and
opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt
without them.

Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it
everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience
it again.

Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your
head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great
individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself,
no one else will believe in you either.

You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life
and then go out and live it.

BE THANKFUL

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did,
what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the
opportunity to learn.
Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow.
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities
for improvement.
Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons.
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a
difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.

A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the
setbacks.

Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your
blessings.

Allow Your Own Inner Light to Guide You *copy*

There comes a time when you
must stand alone.

You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams.

You must be willing to make sacrifices.

You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that
your final goal can be achieved.

Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged.

There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own
realities.

Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.

Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by.

Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow,
develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life.

Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should
lead the way.

what i've learned in life *copy*

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.

All you can do is be someone who can be loved.

The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts
I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.

It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.
I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned that learning to forgive takes practice.
I've learned that there are people who

love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you
want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

SET YOURSELF FREE by Emund O'Neil

Set yourself free from anything that might hinder you in becoming the
person you want to be. Free yourself from the uncertainties about your
abilities or the worth of your dreams, from the fears that you may not
be able to achieve them or that they won't be what you wanted.

Set yourself free from the past. The good things from yesterday are
still yours in memory; the things you want to forget you will, for
tomorrow is only a sunrise away. Free yourself from regret or guilt,
and promise to live this day as fully as you can.

Set yourself free from the expectations of others, and never feel
guilty or embarrassed if you do not live up to their standards. You are
most important to yourself; live by what you feel is best and right for
you. Others will come to respect your integrity and honesty.

Set yourself free to simply be yourself, and you will soar higher than you've ever dreamed.

HIGHSCHOOL FWENDS BHS KARA

bigyan daan natin yung mga friends q na naging successful sa pag-aaral.... cympre proud aq sa inyong lahat.. and sana wish q lang po ay manlibre naman kau....

pa mucho nmn kau...
o kaya pa jollibee kau kahit c umi lang..hehehehe

miss q na ung mga fwends ko nung high school lalo na ung mga taga baesa kc cympre ilang taon ko clang nakasama en ilang taon din kami ng tiyaga sa mga facelucksss namin... hehehehe

LHEN

- RN....yahooo....saya huh...naalala ko dati yung pagiging pasaway nito as in tlga...may sariling earth na hawak at medyo may pag ka bwang bwang ....
but i love this gurl so much ksama cia sa pag evolve q noh... naalala ko dati ung b-day nito a year year ago... hay.... endi aq nakakain ng masyado kc may bulutong na pala aq... huhuhu...d q makalimutan tuloy b-day nito april 27...

LYNDI

- RN...yiepiiee... grats gurl... well ang isip bata noon sa aming magbabarkada.... peo kachokaran ko din.... hmmmm...naalala ko yung pakikipag relasyon nia kay jerbs...ang pagko2pyahan namin sa biology... ang pagpunta nia sa bundok tralala nung high skul... ang pagiging pasaway nia rin...
nakaka inis cia dati ang demanding masyado...but luv u gurl miss yah ng madame..

TETS

- ENJOY..yahoo.. joke interior designer yan.....dati endi marunong mag-drawing yan nag-papagawa pa yan kay gladss peo ngaun tignan u nmn...
hahaha...toyo din yang gurl na yan...lakas sapak...but one good thing about her is kahit walang communication you know na nandyan cia para sau,,,, miss u na rin bakla...dahil sau napamahal ung purple skin... naging fave color ko cia.. ung bahay q gawin u ha...isang box na pancit canton, isang box na meatloaf, at isang case ng pop babayad q sau...with matching kwento q,,,hehehe..luv u tetay sana lang enjoy ka na ngaun...

GLADS

- hmmm nu ba khit under grad manager namn cia noh...thats what u call abilidad...pinaka nakaka asar sa aming lahat kc napaka ingay tinatalo aq sobra huh... ang naglakad cmula sa aming hauws pabalik ng skul ng baesa para lang sumakay ng tricycle at umuwe papuntang bagong barrio..e di ba katangahan un???hahaha ang nakakita ng dead end daw sa reparo at nag panic,...hahaha ang kasama q sa pag-aapply at lahat ng kaweirduhan sa earth.. ang pinag lakad aq cmula sm san lazaro hanggang ping-pings na naka heels...letche ka glads... ang pinaglakad aq cmula gudaluepe station hanggang sa may brownies...huhuhu napaka pasaway...lageng sabotahe...nawalan na q ng pera sa kaha cnbihan pa aqng tanga...taga bilang ng nagiging bf q...hehee...

"hay nahu ochie!!! wak kang mag papakilala na skin ng mga bf na fling huh...!!"

hehe luv u gladsss...wahahaha may nag kabulutong hahaha..aq may istorya bulutong q baka parehas tau huh..ikaw huh!!!

AT AQ CHIE

- ang super gandang model ngaun sa new york...hahaha joke... aq anu na mga ba q ngaun??? hmmm undergrad aq.. i have 1 daughter and still single... hmmm...aq anu nga ba masasabi q sa sarili q??? d2 q ngaun sa japan at magdadramo na...hahaha i love my life now as in...endi man aq successful na tulad nila but im contented and happy... i been through sa pinaka mahirap ng buhay q..and up to now still learning pa din...

natupad yata ung prophecy q noong high skul...nasa japan na nga aq.

wala na kong masabi..
but i really do love this circle of fwends..
tagal din naming nag sama huh...

this people are the one na nakasama ko sa pag evolve ko noong high school days ko...ang massabi kong nag bigay kulay sa kabtaan ko noon.. hahaha honestly speaking matanda na po ako i'm 20 years old na hahaha

i remember na kapag nag pu2nta kami sa sm north edsa kapag nawawala kami sa tapat kami lage ng greenwich sa may foodcourt nagkikita tapos tititli kami na para bang nawala kami sa isang island tapos biglang nailigtas..hahaha

naalala ko yung edsa revolution 2 yung kay Erap... naghanap kami ng video noon sa aca video yata yun...i don't remember na kasi 7 years ago na yun... tapos nagtanong ako sa employee seryoso ako noon huh "excuxe me may current(kyu-rent) movies ba kau?" imbes na (ka-rent)...hahaha

gumagawa kami ng dictionary noong time na yun...

to be continued..

13th day of May

2009

eto yung pagpapatuloy ng aking chuvaness..

ano pa ba masasbi ko sa mga fwends ko na etoh?

ah, in time na kailangan ko sila lagi silang nasa tabi ko not pyhsically but yung feeling mo na nandyan sila para babuyin pagkatao mo. haha

ano nga ba kami dati.

haha di ko na maalala.

but i want to take this opportunity to say SALAMAT sa inyong lahat para sa lahat na nagawa niyo sa pag-evolve ko bilang taong TOTOO.

di man halata but natulungan nio ako ng madame.

di sinasadya. lol

as we grow old sana magkakaibigan pa din tau.

i love u so much. lahat kayo.

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kwentong Mucho

bigyan daan natin c mucho sa blog kong etoh....

anu nga ba masasabi q kay mucho???

may 2 kinds nito isang di naka smile at isang happy...
sa tama cla nag kakaiba...

nakakawala daw ng problema?
peo nakakadagdag ng fwends...
un nga lang di mo lam kung sa tamang landas ka ba nila aakayin o sa masama..
hehehe tatanungin pa ba un???

naalala ko 2loy ung nga inuman session ko nung kabataan ko...
huhuhu tanda q na...
una ko ciang nakilala nung 3rd year high school ko sa pamamagitan ng aking bez na butiki...

nilalagay q pa nga sa plastic ng soft drinks at gumagamit aq ng straw...
kasama ang aking fwenship na c tetay...

sa inuman din nabuo ung fwendship namin nila cory{maton!}, vero{emo}, aliana{mother of 2},tetay{enjoy!} at aq cympre{hmmm aq kagandahan!!}

sympre blog ko eto kaya dapat na lamang ung sa akin.. hahaha

nung bata kami mahilig kaming uminom.ngayon???
endi q na alam kasi endi na naman namin yun ginagawa hiwalay kami ng mga landas...

VERONICA VERE

= may phobia sa pag yo2si kasi namatayn na ng tito. kaya di dawa siya tlaga nagyo2si sa likod ng stage sa rooftop ng bhs... hahaha

=hehe sowe fwend naalala q lang kc... lab yuh...

ALIANA FELICIANO

= {may kalmot sa muka dahil sa pakikipag away pa Y ung kalmot}
nung tinanong ng adviser namin nasabit lang daw sa sampayan... hahaha

=haha anu ka ba may sampayang Y ba? elow...

CORYJEAN JOAQUIN

= ang mahilig mag hulog sa bintana ng piso...ang mahilig mag bf ng pandak... ang pasaway mangodigo...hehe xonrox....

=sowe past na nmn un mare kaya lantad na ntin... bkit ba kau nag away ni al noon???

CRISTINE PARSRAM

= ang ice cream at enjoy fave niang words noon...

=ang nagpapahinga sa gater ng kalsada hahaha miss u na poh...

AQ

= secret name q hehehe ang endi umiinom ng alak kapag hard peo beer oo!!!
hahaha

=aq mabait aq endi aq umiinom talaga... lalo na kung endi mucho...heheehe

kahit noong nag wo2rk na q madami pang kwentong mucho sa buhay q... sa buhay ni cory, vero, tets, at aliana...

endi q na nga lang alam ung sa kanila kc di na kame magkakasama... kulet!!!

but minsan kung gusto mo nga raw malaman ang toto daanin sa maBOTEng usapan...ryt arco???

ang nakaraan....

to be continued...
w8 alis na q eh mahaba eto...
ciao

13th day May 2009

haha..

ang kwentong MUCHO namin ang PALABOYS.

PALA-BOYS

o

sadyang

PALABOYs

ano pa man kami pa rin yan.

our friendship started when we are in high school. to be exactly we are in 3rd year. what i really do love about this bond of us is sobrang COOL ng mga etoh sa lahat ng bagay. for me they are the BEST friend in the world. we are all different from each other but basically we all do jive in one thing. ALAK. hehe.

funny but honestly sa alak nabuo ang friendship naming lima. for now all of us have a new life. different path walks to walk with but still in our hearts we will stay to be forever friends. lack of communications maybe but i know our hearts are still tag with one and another.

how will I describe them.

VERO

tahimik, minsan emo at magaling sumayaw.

talented. in away peace. hehe

noon pansin ko she always wear black shirt.

i luv this gurl so much.

one word for her is MALDITA.

minamaldita niya ko. sa laht ng bagay.

CORY

matapang, sobrang dependable at thoughtful.

sexy cia magdamit palageh.

ang taong di ka iiwanan at all cost.

pama-away pa yun o ano.

one word for her is LOVING.

haha.

marame di papayag nyan. peo for yan siya. mapagmahal.

nandyan siya para skin at all times.

ALIANNA

secretive, minsan loner but sweet.

she is a type of frend na makikinig sayo at kakampihan ka

niya kahit mali ka pa.

one word for her is CARING.

in what way?

sa lahat ng bagay.

hahaha.

TETS

daldakina, maarte at salabahe.

hahaha

she is Sis. magulang at dugo lang magkaiba sa amin but

magkapatid kami.

alam niya kapg mali cia.

one word for her is HONEST.

hehe.

OCHIE

syempre aq..

cute.

maganda

sexy..

hahaha

jowk.

i'm just here para lang mahalin ang mga frends kong loka loka.

syempre aq din loka loka.

for alliana she already have jonas, aljon and andrei.

for cory she already have manong joey and lianne.

for me i already have my umi.

for tets and vero they still have none but surely in time they will do have din.

for us.

goodluck and Godbless.

i hope where ever we will go or what ever will happens our friendship will last always until we all grow old.

mahal na mahal ko kayo.

-chie^^-

what I love to do today given a chance is...

Lately I've been thinking of the things I want to do most in my life.

Then dresses comes in my mind then suddenly foods comes on my mind and lastly going to Bohol comes to my mind too.

Then I've realized that all those things that I've been thinking can be possibly

get or do when I do have money to spend with.

So easy, isn't it?

This thing I want to do came into me 5 years a go but maybe due to lots of things I been doing in my life for those years that been past I forgot it already.

So a while ago when I'm chatting with my friend she said "you don't how it feels when you are there waiting for him to get outside of that room".

Then now I've realized what I really do love to do today given a chance.

It may sound funny to others but for me it will be the most beautiful thing I will do.

I love to have a walk with Umi going to her school wait with her until her school is finished and then at home I will help him in her homework.

Spending a quality time with my daughter that is what I want to do today.

I've realized that I don't have so much quality time with my daughter before maybe because I'm too busy doing my things. Maybe being young at that time would be a reason too or maybe I'm finding myself at that time. It may sound selfish but now I'm doing the right things. Things that will makes our life more easy to live with.

Being with my daughter at all times will be the most beautiful thing will ever happens to me.

I love you so much Umi.

mommy misses you so much.

my HOME

i love them all.

hote hok yahub

My title when you read it backward it tells " buhay koh etoh" with an H for some cuteness. well all of us know that Filipino's are fan of putting an H on their names and any word just to make it cute. For me I titled it like this because it is all about my life and the thoughts that are running through my mind. For here I will be free to say anything I want to say even though those words are better to be unsaid like others always saying to me. For here I could be insensitive for other feelings. For here I can be me with no pretensions and lies. Life isn't that easy as we could see it through it his hard so come and be with me as I journey my existence.